KNOW ME FIRST.
Princess Yee Sha.
Asyiza Itzuki Toma.
Hint: Fan of Ikuta Toma.
Rowdy.
ACS.
princess jasmine
Educator.
Next stop: a therapist.:D gods wills.
sugarplum honeycomb
"Life is short"
"live your remaining life to the fullest"
"Appreciate and treasure everyone ard you"
"Stop the LBR! Lets make more babies :)" GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD
a whole new world
ben n jerrys
cheesecake
prince ali abwaba
bananas
shoes
fairytales
not forgetting, im the chocolatie buddie!
super kawaii
i hate you if you:
own a bike
ride a bike
and of course!
smokes.
GIMME A LITTLE HUG
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fantasy princes. aladdin.owen.raul. harrykewel. jeremysumpter. danielradcliffe. zacaffron.taufik.
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I cried so hard today that my eyes feel so sore. I am not exaggerating. Her menopause period really make me feel so stressful, useless, upset and down. It makes my heart says "What is there for to continue living? All these while i lived for my family. Now?"
I am sorry i can never be so perfect. I am sorry i am just a normal human being. I am sorry to make you miserable for the past 20 years. I am sorry for never bringing you joy and memories for you to cherish.
I just got the sms from AC's got talent again. I really dont know if they've got the wrong number, its a junk msg or its another guys stupid joke of "Oh sorry, i must got the wrong number. Btw you are?"
And i watched I AM SAM, at last. Beautiful movie.
ANYONE WANT TO GO PEDICURE WITH ME? =)
I really feel like pampering myself. Am i really ready to go to the Taman Jurong Centre tmr? Hmm.
super kawaii :D
Friday, April 18, 2008
♥3:48 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Huan ying ni peng you, jian dao ni, wo hen gao xing. Welcome friends, I am very happy to see you =]
That, was my preparation for the scholarship interview yesterday. I am THIS close to loosing THAT black file which contains all my important documents like resume, testimonials and work samples.
And TODAY!! I've got a call from one of their center to work as a part time teacher till june. LOL and the funny thing is I thought its a call saying that i am accepted. Hahahaha!!! False alarm. Okay lor, i also dont mind working. But to think of it, wah like where do they get my contact suddenly sey???? Then no need interview, no need anything. Straight away come next week with my bank book. And i dont even know who to look for when i am there next week.
Issit because of yesterday, my name is being spread around the whole organisation so fast? LOL. And i am going to take this as a positive sign that i am going to be accepted also.
WAH CONFIDENT SAK AKU. CAN PUKE.
Okay, watched 2 more classic disney movies.
Last but not least before wo qu (i go), Wo bu shi xuesheng, wo shi laoshi.
hahahahahhaaa!!!!!!
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
♥6:32 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Watched more disney movies. LOL~ Dont blame me. I have got to watch as many princesses movies as possible while I AM STILL A PRINCESS MYSELF you know. And before i turn twenty. Ohnooman am i that old???
Okay, thats it until Thursday. I am not allowed to watch anything else although its so addictive. Haram hukumnya! Got to prepare for the NTUC interview. WHAT???? BUT I DONT WANTTT TO GOOOOOO~ Come on inner self izzah dont be so silly. You are not rich, you need their help.
How upsetting.=(
super kawaii :D
Friday, April 11, 2008
♥4:15 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Okay. Recap of da week =]
I watched these beautiful movies. AYAT AYAT CINTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a really good movie, really. Im going to the library to find the novel asap. Hmm I wonder, in reality, is there really such a guy? THAT NICE??????? =X
And i helped my mum make kuih habuk habuk sagu. Its my very first attempt to make a very traditional malay delicacies, okay!!!!!!!!! =P The ingredients were so easy to get, its easy to make and the folding is so addictive!!! I think this will be my next favourite malay kuih after lopis. Din managed to take any snaps tho.
And i baked this type of cookie named Rocky Road marshmallow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hen hao chi!!!!
And this week is my first week of volunteering at KKH Play Centre. I played like Xbox (racing game, so as usual i bang and crash into everything) and football table game with this boy. Lol. Such an experience. He is so talkative that i can feel his thirst at the end of the day. And today will be my third mandarin class. And im halfway reading the novel Memoirs of the Geisha. And im halfway with my assignment of sewing my very own princessey skirt. GUESS THE COLOUR.
Till then, wan shang. Wo yao chi wan fan. =D
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
♥4:29 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Every time you make me so mad, so sad, so bad that nobody can ever imagine, i will always try my best not to hate you after that. I could not hate you. What if karma happens and my children would do the same thing to me? It would be a phobia for me to have children then. I always try to make myself feel better by crying my heart out and writing poems. Fake fake poems. Fake poems regarding my fake feelings. Fake poems on how "i understand you". Fake poems to cover up what i really truly feel. I have no idea how long this can continue. I have no idea when you are going to change. You're my mum, why, the simplest things like this you just cant adapt and understand?
MY GIRL~
When you were born into the world, So precious, so delicate, so pure, I tried my best to bring myself up, To look at my masterpiece that i have, To look into your deep brown eyes, My gaze of love that can never be compared, Can never be measured, can never be sold, So weak yet so strong, So tired yet so ambitious, Motivated by your lovely, precious cries, I swear to bring up the best in you, My darling girl.
A lady you are now, Smart, strong and young, However you grew up so fast, And have your own ways, styles and dreams to achieve, Leaving my expectations behind,
Heartbroken i am, Looking at my shattered dreams, I never meant to nag and irritate you, every single second, I just want to talk sense out of you, That is what i meant, I never meant to make you feel useless and down, When i compare you with other's daughters, I just want to make you realise that you can be better.
My girl, You are never too old, You'll always be my baby, And you deserve to be treated like one forever, I have got no one else, I only have you, Please make my dreams come true, My girl, i love you.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, April 03, 2008
♥2:07 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Break me open Tear me down Into pieces Broken crumbs On the ground You can mould and shape me In your image Breathe your life You know I need it Scars make us stronger for life
'A saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today. Give me a sign whether to meet me at eight, at the same place you sit and fulfill the tradition of February 29.'
AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At last i watched The leap years. I have been dying to watch okay. DYING DYING DYING. And what is even better, i watched it with my besties!!!
(This is so not yesterday picture. LOL. Cos we've got no time to take a group pict)
Introducing Delphine as Li-Ann (Wong LiLin) Syamilah as Suneetha (Nadya Hutagalung) Syikin as Kim (Paula Malai Ali) Izzah as Jennie (Vernetta Lopez) KS (Qi Yu Wu).... Melvin can be that guy. I think he's a that kind of friend. lol~
Hahahahahah!!!! Phine as the girl who is always so nice, so humble and patient, Syam as the girl who fall for the guy who's right in front of her all these while, Kin as the girl who have the problem of "too many halves" and me as the GAY girl!!! Hahahahahahahhhhahaha!!!!!!!! Gay as in always the happy one, making jokes and of course, likes girls. LOL~
I really really love this local movie so much. I think the storyline is so unique, special, marvellous and i can soooo feel it. Well done Mediacorp Raintree Pictures, Catherine Lim(author), and Corrinne May(singer). Excellent camera angles, they make our country looked so romantic, suddenly. I love the roof top part. I love how all the characters blend through their lines and their way of life through literature and beautiful poetry. I love how KS show the true meaning of friendship. It is really really heart warming. And you can really feel it especially when you are watching with the people that you loved as dearly. =]
Quotes from the movie:
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: It goes on
It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved before.
A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it.
If you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life.
Coincidence is god's way of remaining anonymous.
You don't need anyone's approval to love someone, so why bother how other people think?
Love poetry always uses the word "miss" rather than "love".
"I am not dead. I thought am dying. But I lived. And I am stronger."
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
♥4:30 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Personally, i feel that actually i am not that loud, rowdy, flamboyant, open and talkative as i have always described myself and you guys have known all this while.